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16:33 Jun 29 2005
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Well that didn't last long....
lol well I'm still going to try not to be on so much.
Goodbye for Now
20:43 Jun 27 2005
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I'm getting off the computer for awhile.... I need to get my life back. No, It never was that great of a life to begin with, but hey its better than a computer zombie.
To those of you who actually care.
I will miss you,
may we meet again some day.
~Menagerie
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SUCH A BITCH?!?!!05:22 Jun 25 2005
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Damn it! Damn it! Damn!!!
yes i know. and i say i'm cool with it. but i'm not and i cant be... it just kills me cus he is not even here and he is always in her thoughts... and i just seemed to be shoved aside... i could have handled it if she let me go... i'm ok alone...but its like she just chained me up and stuck me outside for use when she feels like it...
I would cry... if I knew how...I should stop being such a Bitch and get over it... *hands you the chains* how can I be happy without you being happy? I will be here...
Hurt
06:02 Jun 24 2005
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“Dont you just hate it when you have plans with friends and one cant go so the other gets mad...then the whole thing is screwed over? Come on, it can still be a party with 2 cant it? we do it all the time! Just because its only 2 of us doesnt mean we cant still goof off and have fun. Only 2 of us means more water balloons and snacks for us :P...but whatever ruin the whole thing the nite of....”
You took the words right out of my mouth. But ok sure blame it on me. You wanta know why I did not want to go? I’ll quote you again. “I wish i were back in Missouri.” I didn’t particularly want to sit through your mood all night. You have no clue how much I wanted to go. Yes I was also in a bad mood. Yes But when am I not in a bad mood? You know my moods switch on and off like a light switch. Oh and I'm a flake. I can't help it I'm like my fucking father, It's in my genes....
I’m sorry if I hurt you. But you hurt me to…. And you don’t even understand why. You will never understand… no one will…
Taco Stand
04:24 Jun 24 2005
Times Read: 613
*gasps* I just had the greatest Idea ever!!
A taco stand called..... The Taco Stand
Special: Extra Large Nummy Nummy Taco's
Yes! I am a genius! lol
Read
23:40 Jun 23 2005
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It's sad how few ppl actually read other ppl's stuff, it's all like, "Me! Me! ME!!!" It makes me wonder if I am that way....
Alone03:18 Jun 22 2005
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I've been very lonely today.... *yawns* and tired.... lazy.... what is wrong with me?
The Outside World
09:45 Jun 21 2005
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*gasps* I have been outside! I called my friend and we rode bikes around. Then we decided to play racket ball...but had no ball. So whe rode around trying to find a racket ball. We ended up finding a ball that we could use but then I had to be impatient so the ball went down a sewer pipe. lol all in all, it was fun. *ponders what and when her next adventure outside will take place.* MWHAHAHA
Guys
22:56 Jun 20 2005
Times Read: 630
God made women because He messed up when He made men. When a guy stops talking to you because you told him you don't want to fuck him, you know human kind is doomed. Doomed to forever be over run with dumbasses.
Knowing this is the only reason I don't ignore every guy that turns horny on me. They are guy's, it's the inevitable. But it doesn't mean I have to like it. So I don't I just nicely tell them to Fuck off. Use to I would kick them somewhere. (Oh it is so much fun! The pain in their eyes. The fetal position. HA so much funny!)
Ok I know none of this matters, but I wrote it just the same. Why not? I have time to waste.
POWER TO THE NONSENSE!!!!
Today21:34 Jun 20 2005
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Today I have decided to get off my lazy ass and go ride my bike. Stay tuned.
Change
19:57 Jun 19 2005
Times Read: 635
I have realized that I have averted back to my old Bitchy self (Sometimes I even wonder if I had ever reformed from that girl that always seems to never completely go away.) and I don’t like it. I am trying once again to ditch this girl, who no matter how hard she try’s can not seem to stop hurting others and find peace within. But in this ever long lasting war, I am starting to loose hope of winning. And if I cannot win… will I ever come to terms with what I am? People say to be yourself. But I don’t like being a Bitch. And if I can not change what I am… I will have to come to terms; it is as simple as that.
Dear Readers, I must thank you for listening to my babble. It is always helpful to write down ones emotions. It is even more helpful to know that a stranger has read my about my problem even if they do not truly care.
Realization06:26 Jun 19 2005
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On the way to Missouri I randomly realized something that I’ve needed to realize for a while. I don’t remember if it was before or after I woke up from one of my many naps (on a seven-hour drive napping seems necessary.) but it was like I got a slap in the face. A “wake up call.” I am only sixteen. I do not want to find love. Why would I want to be tied down at such a young age? I have plenty of time to find “true love.” If it even exists. But now I don’t even worry if the feeling of love is real. I don’t care. If and when I am ready to find “love” and I will only settle for true love, I want it to be when I am older. I want to experience the world alone before I go gaga over Mr. Right. It’s funny how things just happen to appear when you don’t expect it.
Back19:53 Jun 18 2005
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I'm back. Don't really feel like writing about the trip... I might put some pics of the trip up if I can... and maybe I will feel like writing about it later.
~Ta-Ta for now
For Those Few Who Care07:17 Jun 13 2005
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Well first I would like to say thankies for caring. "_"
I am going out of town. The great state of Missouri, also known as The Show Me State. Known by me as My Best friend’s Boyfriend's State. LOL that's the whole reason we are going. To see my Friend's Boyfriend. God please let everything turn out ok. Please don't let me be to much of a Bitch.
I'll let you know how much I fucked everything up when I get back on Saturday or Sunday.
Thank You07:03 Jun 13 2005
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Trisha is back home. (What were you thinking? Why didn't you call me?!?!?)
If I wasn't so fucking judgmental and bossy...
Friend05:31 Jun 10 2005
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Trisha where are you? God. I don't know if you're real or not, but please let her be safe.
No One Cares04:57 Jun 04 2005
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How does the world go from allowing me to be a person and have fun to shoving me off the fucking edge of the earth?
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